February 2012
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Being Good 002
Restrain you mind.
Absolute 10 for skill level.
This does not just require your lifetime. This also requires you to tear your failures out in order to gain brand new parallel failures. Sound stupid, but this technique is crap as shit. Doing this will render you to die once every failure. Figuratively speaking.
Being born with a blank mindset is excellent. Yea. But as you go along with your...
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Being Good 001
Restrain your actions.
This skill takes time, thus, rate is 7.
Remember that actions speak louder than words (or anything in alternate to “words”) as the old cliché says. As to this, we should restrain our actions; limit them to the ones acceptable.
Here goes the word ACCEPTABLE. First, we have to define this word without using the context that our own selves have corrupted and pushed hard...
Cored. Pored.
Watchhere’s awesome.
ice make bed with fluffy hot ice flakes.
January 2012
4 posts
cyrustolentino:
Smooth.
things i enjoy doing:
1937:
drawing eyes and writing my signature
drinking cold water through a straw
laying in complete darkness under my quilt with the air conditioner on
eating cheese and crackers with lemon ice-tea when hungover
wanking
watching family guy
drinking alcohol
sitting down in the shower
making lists…
Re-acquainted
Whoelse have depicted that my boat sailed back to my own shore?
December 2011
1 post
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i can make you some pie if you want. i can solve you the pi if you want. i can make you defy gravity if you want. i can. i can.
November 2011
1 post
when something not right is true, go for some...
October 2011
8 posts
when ever an NVM is in the statement? damn it.
to let my guitar (which i’ve missed muchmuch) roar with me this aftie. xD
the photoset new layout ruins my theme! darm!
there are small platters of innocence that i am willing to let go if i am with this girl. i’m never suited for innocence, so why not let go for real? yea, i’m thinking about it, but i guess this girl would contest.
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make me mad and sad and run for fad, just don't...
now, that you don’t know how to write anymore. bleeh.
ei tumblr, miss me?:D
hello break! hello tumblr!
September 2011
4 posts
three minutes before i opened the text post link, i am so conditioned to write my heart out. and now, i’m losing words. logging out.
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it's cute when you realize that you're taking an...
August 2011
3 posts
i was out for one month...
and i expect that my followers will drop by 10 percent or so.. but unbelievably, one miss muffet followed my boring tumblog.. :D
good morning!
ayaw anaa akong kuya. luod ra kaau. ;)
July 2011
40 posts
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ok im 20. so what.
just turn 20. amazing. i actually dont know what to feel. there are urges in me that want to break out of my mind like i need to fix my self, i need to straighten my life, i need to damn study hard now, i need to move on, i need to portray a new me, i need to apologize to someone and i need to do it now. epic. like drama. like tears flowing hard. like fear. fear. yea, most of it is fear.
now...
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last day before 20.
July 22, 2011
sick and tired from yesternight’s practice at new lucena. rainy joyride from new lucena to iloilo city. short two hour sleep. travel to miami. hinugyaw.
got high fever after lunch. suffered burning skin for at least five hours. had lots of fun with the group though. :D we had love forum while preparing for the event. of course they’ve got nothing from me. awooo. thanks...
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copyright.
mangU!
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2nd to the last day.
july 21, 2011
the day’s not yet finished but i think i have what i need to post here. since the 60 days of presenting proofs started yesterday, i’m gonna end that timelapse now.
i have the main, gigantic proof that the contract is void. yes, you heard it, gigantic. *let me put a sad face after this notice..* :(
however, no regrets are taken since the contract is voidable since its...
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3rd day before 20.
july 20, 2011
i was thinking all about the possibilities of making an amendment to the said engagement contract. and after hours of, finally, considering things up, i came up with the factual reality that the contract is void.
now the 30 days given so that i can adhere it to the judges have elapsed, 60 days of providing proofs have just started.
i may add, accuse me of whatever, but not to...
4th day before 20.
July 19, 2011
all felt odd. went out with people i used to go out with last sem.. :) lots of fun fun fun.. and utang. :DD my last nightout before my age ascend.
and the feeling is odd, all the more, with the unknown caredom and cramdom on things i wanna settle less, care less and fear less. but all of it accummulated to be the finest trigger for settling more, caring more and fearing more....
use of correct and complete spelling of words.
someone important in the past taught me on how to let people know that i really mean what i text/message them:
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5th day before 20.
july 18, 2011
awkward. :D
sometimes, life gives you situations where you can be yourself, and most of the time, the “yourself” being shown is “your worst self”. that brings you down, yes, but absolutely, will make your company know you for who you really are.
i think i now know who you really are. it’s good to know you better. :)
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6th day before 20.
july 17, 2011
i slept restlessly during the night, so i spent the whole morning sleeping. went to church by 11am and had lunch with molo girls. i am really excited for this afternoon because i’ll be meeting three freshies for bible study. i bought munchkins and proceeded to the campus.
it was cool meeting two of the three assigned freshies to me. this is the best part and thus, forms the...
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hey, you. yes, you. thanks for smiling back.. :) i don’t really know what that means, but thanks anyway. :D
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so many white and grey lies.
epic fail, people.. :) i recognized every lie you’ve attempted on throwing at me, both with good reasons and those which i think you did not know you’ve thrown it at me already. :)) nevertheless, engaging with awkwardness is the best thing in the world. it’s because you will know the real truth out of people. you will come to the realization that you are as stupid as fuck and...
gutomorning.
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7th day before 20.
july 16, 2011
things came over me. some, unexpectedly, and most of them, given. nevertheless, they all drive me crazy, even until now. there are questions that need random answers in my mind now, and i am just wondering, “what if these are not meant to be mine? what if these are not meant to be?”
provided with the facts of events that had happened during this day, i am pretty sure...
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busy-busyhan sched tomorrow.
8am to 12nn; cost accounting exam
12nn to 1pm; lunch
1pm to 2.30pm; practice for an event by which my mind boggles to process the “how come i’m doing this?” thing and the “are you serious about choosing me for this event?” thing
2.30pm to 5pm; practice for a dance to be presented @ around 7pm
5pm to 5.30pm; ligo 2nd time around
5.30 to 10pm; JPIA Akwe
i went to a bookstore in the intention of buying...
heartbreaking. walang stocks. :(( so i’ll just stick to my HB lead for tomorrow’s. :(
mu(n)ch.
you still are no good, after all. hope this will make you cry and consider giving some things up. loosen up, bro. you’re never been good as you consider yourself as. stop whining and stop nodding. just walk like an airbag so that you can prioritize those things that are needed to be prioritized. i thought you’re the swagger and i thought you know it already.
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mechpencil.
just bought new mechanical pencil for tomorrow’s exam. :) para inspired for this night’s study.. lol! exaam!
Bitch, the only reason why you're still alive is...
from an fb post. true.hahahalol
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out of my mind.
i went down my bed and worked for a presentation i expect to present this wednesday. it all ended up that it will be presented two weeks from now. :( still have loads to study.. :( haven’t started with the review for this wednesday’s exam. good luck. got convinced to dance, again, night after my second exam this week. how’s that? over-used na kaau ko.. haha lol.
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No Human.
I don’t know where my heart is.
They say left chest – I can’t feel it there.
I realize, how could I love even?
I don’t know where love is.
They say heart – I can’t find mine.
I realize, how could I give a smile now?
I don’t know how to smile.
I just only know the word.
They say eyes – but I’m blind.
I realize, how could I see the world?
I don’t know what the world is.
They say beauty – I...
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Your Death
Imagining things are on their places
—- places they ought to be.
Not being too passive
—- afraid a memory would slip out.
“Once these flowers bloom, pick them
Up and bring them to me.”
I remember every tone, ups and downs,
That you applied, speaking naive.
I also remember, I laughed after you said that line
...
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because you are hell a swagger and i am not.
i won’t be referring to you this time as i prefer during my mindwars. i’ll just offset this cloud of worrying and insecurity for my own sake, own good. i am actually much of a mind-tarded because of discussing this so vaguely here but all i have in mind is how behemoth you are, giving me insecurities like hell. yea, swag your way and i promise not to be a retard trying to contemplate...