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I don’t know where my heart is.

They say left chest – I can’t feel it there.

I realize, how could I love even?

I don’t know where love is.

They say heart – I can’t find mine.

I realize, how could I give a smile now?

I don’t know how to smile.

I just only know the word.

They say eyes – but I’m blind.

I realize, how could I see the world?

I don’t know what the world is.

They say beauty – I groaned.

I realize, how I could get out of the dark,

See the life in the world – they said beauty

Smile with my eyes? – oh, *sigh*

Feel the love, being loved, giving love.

I realize, there’s No human here.

*I touched my chest*

No heart. No love. No human.

Just monster. Inside. No human.