catchingthecab.

just turn 20. amazing. i actually dont know what to feel. there are urges in me that want to break out of my mind like i need to fix my self, i need to straighten my life, i need to damn study hard now, i need to move on, i need to portray a new me, i need to apologize to someone and i need to do it now. epic. like drama. like tears flowing hard. like fear. fear. yea, most of it is fear. 

now that i’m twenty, i will be different, somehow. i need to be in a different angle with my view of life. but i don’t know where to put the compass. heart or mind. or crotch, joke. hahaha!

ok im 20. so what.